There are two kinds of draining films: those
that pay off the misery of watching them, and those that
don't. And last night, in an inadvertent double martini of
despair, I experienced one of each: Destricted and
Thin.
Destricted, the collection of shorts about porn by
visual artists, is a classic example of a film that
substitutes shock value for meaning — the ultimate adolescent
equation. (Its only true value might be as a powerfully
effective prophylactic.) But Thin, a documentary about
four women in a locked ward of a Florida eating disorder
clinic, is that rare film whose harrowing viewing experience
is crucial to learning all it has to teach.From the opening shots of 5:30am morning weigh-ins — the
hospital's halls peopled with women and girls in hospital
gowns, heads looming large above tiny, ravaged bodies
shivering and shaking in blankets, cigarette burns and razor
burns marring blue, furry skin — you know you're in trouble.
First-time director Lauren Greenfield, a renowned
photographer of teenaged girls, knows how to convey that
terrible beauty that borders death, the sharp angles and
mottled complexions and enormous, luminous eyes. She follows
Shelley, a hollow-eyed 86-pound twin whose only sustenance
for five years has come through a feeding tube implanted in
her abdomen; Brittany, a 15-year-old girl who inherited her
life-threatening bulimia and anorexia from her mother;
Alyssa, a 30-year-old mother of two who proclaims she is
willing to die if that's what it takes to be truly thin; and
Polly, an outspoken bulimic anorectic who attempted suicide
after consuming two slices of pizza.
These girls are heartbreaking. They are liars who are honest
that they are liars, at least up to a point. For the very
nature of eating disorders is obfuscation. Hiding food,
hiding purging, hiding whatever drives them to hate their
bodies so much in the first place — and that much hiding
requires a great deal of lying. So the degree of access and
trust Greenfield establishes with them, and the facilities
where they live, is quite extraordinary. Most likely, she
achieves the greatest intimacy with these girls that they
have ever known. We are present in individual and group
therapy sessions, in staff conferences, in nutritionist and
doctor appointments, and in lunch rooms where the girls cut
their food into smaller and smaller pieces and often weep
copiously after completing even a few bites of bread. Perhaps
most harrowing of all, we are present when they relapse, even
when they purge, a sight typically kept behind locked doors.
And we are present when they bottom so low that even they
glimpse for a few seconds just how limited and sick and
ragged they've truly become. Heartbreaking.
In the end, all four subjects leave the treatment center, and
all four suffer serious relapses. Two are maintaining their
weight; two seem worse than before. (Here at the festival,
I've run into Polly, who says she is doing well although she
still occasionally purges, and Shelley, whose continued
struggles are all too visible.) But that's the nature of this
particular beast; it never enjoys a simple happy ending.
Unless she's on a feeding tube, an eating disordered person
must actively make the choice every day to pursue the
very substance that scares and repulses her most — a
Herculean task for a person who cries when she eats a
cupcake. Greenfield, bravely, does not shy from this reality.
What's best about this film, easily the finest Sundance entry
I've seen so far, is the contrast drawn between the girls and
the world-at-large. Yes, these subjects are mentally ill, but
through small, wry scenes with "healthy people" rather than
through a barrage of statistics, we are reminded that the
girls in the locked ward merely live at one end of the
continuum of a nationwide disorder. Thin's tremendous,
unblinking candor invites us to question what else lives
hidden all around us.
Watch Flavorpill Sundance's
video interview with director Lauren Greenfield and
producer R.J. Cutler.
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